Sitting On The Curb

I am so stubborn sometimes I forget to give God all my problems and then thank him in advance for giving me the guidance. Sometimes I think they are too small to turn over. The truth is I am trying to control the situation because I am controlling. I forget the serenity prayer where I am suppose to have the wisdom to know the difference. I can't control me half the time what makes me think I can control people, places and things.

I can just see God sitting on the curb watching me butt my head up against a wall doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. When it hurts bad enough I remember to ask for his help.

Do I always ask for his help now that I know what to do? No. With the spiritual tools I have today I have learned to butt my head less and ask for the miracle a lot sooner.

Today notice what you are in charge of and see if God is there with you. Many times we think we have things under control just to have them rear their ugly heads again. Then I remember to ask for God’s will and not mine to be done.

Then and only then can I begin to find peace. The moral of the story is when you find yourself butting your head against the wall or doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results remember to take God’s hand and return to peace. Go God