Friday, July 16, 2010

Let Go And Let God

Let Go and Let God


I know all goodness coming to me is my inheritance from God, whether it is a new friend, financial prosperity or great health. God knows what is best for me. He uses me to share love and non judgment of myself and others.

When I judge I am not staying in the moment doing God’s will. When I perceive I know how things are to be done I go about doing them on my own and I struggle and fail. I am not powerful enough to control anything. I can’t know the bigger picture. Just like with my car. I prayed, God I need a miracle, what do I do about my car. Help me know what you want for me. Help me be able to make the payment or pay the bills on the old one. I know you do not want me to struggle from month to month. I have some footwork to do. Find out if I can get a new car.  That requires getting off my butt and going to the dealership.

I have 3 part time jobs. They pay the bills and give me extra left over to save. I am no longer living from pay check to pay check. I have enough now to get my doctors visits in and get a physical. God wants me to take care of myself. Thank you God for all the miracles I have in my life today. While some are challenging most are beloved gifts.  The others always turn in to love.

I know beyond a shadow of doubt that God wants me to live prosperous and peaceful. I am not to be concerned with how this manifests, just to stay in the moment. Stay out of the past with regrets and into the now where God’s will is for me. I see opportunities to share love all the time when I stay in the now. I am only expected to suit up and show up. God is responsible for the results.

I guess this is why I am working day and night. The extra money helps me to save for the things I need to invest in. Me and my health. I am always joyfully amazed when things unfold smoothly and effortlessly and I then see the bigger picture. Like with Kelly when she lost the first baby. I could not see joy or peace in losing Layna. I could only see pain and fear. Then to see and hold those bundles of joy, all three of them, God knew the bigger plan. I didn't

When I am making decisions from a place of love I am in God’s will. Go God…

I sought the Lord, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears. Psalm 34:4

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